Surviving in Today's World.

I wrote to a friend about his beginning counselling sessions. Then I noticed things about myself coming through, so here's what I wrote. Things are touchy with counselling. Sometimes it goes back deeper in our past than we all think. For me the result is that I can now go back pre accident, pre separation of parents, and even back to my birth time when I was considered not 'normal' and whacked in physical restraints. In those days the male head of the family had to be told first of the deformity before the mother could be told if the child had lived or died. Thankfully my mum had nursed in that hospital [ friends smuggled me in when the doctors were not there - and rushed me out when they turned up unexpecidly] Knowing me I was probably tossed quickly in laundry containers and smuggled out under their noses!] Pre accident and just after arrival in Canberra I attended a rebirth program. So with this counselling all I had to do was tap into that state. Wow I had lost ...

Is this not true? Seen it so many times.  Only things is that sometimes it means waiting years. Computers were just released to the public when I was 13.  [Yeah a long time ago.] When I was 21 my husband and I started a business.  Hard copy paper work.  Thought nothing of this as I was normal then. The we closed down business, had no 1 child, shifted around,  moved countries even. Started another business while we were both working.  Multilevel this time.  Paper work. Always paper work.  Had difficulty with communication systems. As I worked casual on call, he worked main job, then another one, and tried further education as well. Sleep was a priority.  I went  to market and saw an opening Began selling Balloons of all things.  Had a ball.  Made cash. Turned it into a business.  Liked the environment.  Took no 1 child so husband could get sleep. Ended up with one employee.  She was terrific. Then a baby...